Walked, Sort of Stumbled
Walked, sort of stumbled, down
Two steps from the kitchen
Into the garage, opened the
Door of the 1987 Audi Sedan
Sat down in the front seat
Turned on the engine, turned
The radio to 90.3, listened
To Ralph Vaughn Williams’ “Lark
Ascending” and hoped to go to
Sleep, dozed a Ten High doze,
Awoke, turned off the engine,
Crawled out of the car, stumbled
Into the kitchen, made it to
The bedroom, flopped into bed,
Grabbed what had been her pillow,
Hugged, hugged and hugged, fell asleep.
In the morning
He thought, I guess I’ll have to
Face this.
Unsettling … the dance with death.