I’m really emotional these days.

I’m hoping it’s just a phase.

I don’t know if things are right.

I think that’s part of my plight.

 

I’m insecure I’ve been told.

I’ve tried to act strong and bold.

I’ve acted positively.

I dream dreams negatively.

 

I do the things I hate.

I hope it’s not just fate.

I’m feeling old as sin.

I’m thinking about all I’ve been.

 

I’m thinking about what I’ve done.

I’m thinking about what I’ve not done.

I’m thinking of sins of commission.

I’m thinking of sins of omission.

 

I’m told I’m my own enemy.

I think I’ve committed blasphemy.

I don’t mean just swearing.

I mean something much more daring.

 

I mean the use of words.

I’ve used in ways absurd.

I have hurt the ones I love.

I have shot down God’s dear dove.

 

I know I’m narcissistic.

I don’t mean to be simplistic.

I’m forgetting God’s family.

I need to think in we

and not just me.