As a little boy
I walked out of my
Bedroom and looked
At the little nook of
Books cradled against
A pale, blue background.
It was there I saw a copy
Of Les Miserables and
Knew enough even as
A nine-year-old that Les
Must be “The” and Les Miserables
Must mean The Miserable Ones.
Ever since those days
I’ve thought about how it
Isn’t just the French who
Are miserable. I’ve agreed
With Thoreau that people
Live their lives in
Quiet desperation and
How that surely is
A form of misery. And
Then I think about
The History of Mankind
On the History Channel,
And how humanity always
Seems to turn for relief from
The misery of quiet desperation
By realizing that misery
Loves company and so
Inflicts misery on other
Desperate ones by (in some-
What historical order) clubbing,
Bashing, spearing, slicing,
Dicing and shooting first
With rocks shot out off canons,
Then bullets out of muskets,
Then bullets in magazines
In high-powered rifles and along
The way atomic bombs dropped
From planes as a way to get
Out of their own misery, but
If it feels so good to vent all
That desperation by spreading
It around, how come desperate
Men in their teens, twenties and
Thirties once they have blown
To smithereens little boys and
Girls and some adults
In elementary, high school,
College, grocery store parking lots
And movie theaters, turn the Glock
9mm on themselves after all that
Spreading? Surely, if that spreading
Is the answer, that would
Have done it.