Watching Old Movies

Watching old movies, he asked

His wife, Aren’t all those actors

Now dead? And then he recalled

That all the actors from all the

Old films he watches are dead

And his mother and father are

Dead and his first wife is dead

And the husband of his wife

Died on April 1 twenty years

Before and so April Fool’s

Jokes aren’t particularly funny

Anymore. And she knows that

In the future they still won’t

Be very funny. She knows that

About the future and she

Imagines being  in the future

Listening to an April Fool’s joke

And thinking instead about her

Dead husband who lives in the

Moment. Some say that the

Past, the present and the future

Are all occurring at the same

Time and for two hours the

Old actors are alive while he

Sips his wine and when

He thinks about them, his

Parents are alive and in his

Dreams his late wife lives and

Then he thinks that one day his

Children will think about him when

He is dead and he will come to life

In his past and their present and

That will be in the future maybe and

We all know we are going to

Die, but the only ones who really

Know the immediate future are

Those who have decided on

Suicide. What they don’t  know

Is the aching hole in the

Hearts of those who live

On into a frightening, unknown

Future.

1 thought on “Watching Old Movies

  1. An old Jewish belief is that the dead live as long as they are remembered…so re-membering those we loved and who loved us recapitulates our history…and so telling the stories and remembering the faces is eternity for all of us. As I grow older, stories mean more and more to me, and I wonder if someone in the future will be telling my stories around the campfire.

    Thanks for all the really profound and wonderful poems, Bob!

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