My friend walked, business suit, shoes and all,
into the frigid Lake Michigan surf on
an overcast, cold afternoon day in May.
He just went down, but as I think of
him, I think, rather, of a dolphin head-
ing out to the juncture between Naples
Bay and the Gulf of Mexico in the
warm waters of May. I don’t know why
he chose that time of year, as if suicides
consider such things in the absolute,
resolute, determination of the moment.
Who knows why they choose when
where and why as they do, but know-
ing him, I chose in my mind the place
for his choice of time of year. I just saw
him arching up and diving down
in the morning sun heading out to all
the day’s adventures, as I ever and
always knew him to do, with joy of
what was to be, but, in this definitive
moment, never to return in the even-
ing as did all the other dolphins in the
family. He just kept arching out farther
and farther until I couldn’t see him as
he disappeared into the sunset just
before the green flash seen so seld-
om by those standing in the sand
and surf just before they turn and
head for home for what might be.