Sitting on his porch at one a.m.
observing distant lightning,
hearing no thunder only the
rain falling on the dark cedar
shielding his head and cool damp-
ness on an Indian summer’s night
blowing in his face and across his
asthmatic chest, his eyes fixated on
bright, piercingly so, light like lasers
entering his skull, red, silver-blue,
yellow, white, Jedi bursting beams
across what then became a battlefield
in Normandy, a flooded, rat infested
trench in a rural German field, the
crumbling, blown to bits streets of
Dresden, a mountain of sun bleached
skulls in Cambodia, some hostile, remote
mountainous region of Afghanistan
accessible only to human-less drones
controlled by someone sipping French
pressed coffee in a room near a suburb
somewhere, a dry riverbed in Iraq next to
an abandoned, shredded, armored vehicle
with only dried blood inside and shriveled
brain matter along the dusty canal to
say that humans had once been there,
alive with whole bodies and all their
fingers and toes intact, invading,
obliterating his tranquility at one a.m.
The assault came from a room a block
away between houses and under branches.
They left the room or perhaps a parent
shut off the T.V. and lights or called for
them to go to bed. Kreisler’s “Aucassin
et Nicolette” slipped quietly through
the barely open door behind him; their
fingers massaged his neck, working
their way around his ears, over his skull
through his hair and into his closed eyes.
His fingers met theirs; he held them close
to his chest and drifted into peace, once
more, at a little after one a.m.