Sometimes, when he thought
too much time had passed with-
out a poem appearing, he would
call and ask, “Are you all right?”
I would chuckle, tell him I was
fine, thank him for his concern
and tell him a poem would
appear soon. It was a catalyst.
Then one day I got a call and
knew I would never get another
call of his concern for me. He
had died, tragically, violently in
a moment of utter, personal despair.
I haven’t written much since he
died and it occurred to me that
if it were any other time, I might
expect a phone call of his concern
for me, a call which he won’t be
making ever again, but just the
thought of his calling was enough
for me to write this.