When he thinks of all the poetry he reads and interviews with poets and reviews of poetry and biographies of the poets who write the poetry he reads, (Can they all be the best of the century?) his mind switches from thinking to feeling without even thinking about IT, and that leads to a question: Who does he think/feel he is even to put pen to paper? But he just did and will do again and again and again.
I would say any writer worth his or her craft deals with this kind of humility – I think it’s vital, so thanks for sharing. Yet, the compulsion (is that not what it is?) to write, to share, to tackle again the wonder and defiance of words, to wrestle them into some sort of coherent message, or image, is undeniable, and with time and practice and countless starts and discards, one does acquire some confidence … without confidence, a writer would simple stop writing. Without humility, there would be no further effort to learn, refine, experiment, and yes, still discard!