The Pastor Left the Church Today

The pastor left the church today;

Everything was left in disarray.

Or so it seemed and it sure felt that way,

As the pastor got in and drove away.

He told them months ago he was on his way,

But, of course, they just pined the days away

In denial really about the coming day

That it wouldn’t happen and would just go away.

But it didn’t just go away,

And now they just stand and sway

Back and forth in great dismay

About the pastor who left the church today.

She said she was leaving by the end of the day.

He didn’t believe her at least not that way.

Maybe she would visit her mother along the way

But leave him and the kids? There was no way.

But he did and she did and it happens everyday

And nobody seems to catch on along the way

That relationships end that way after so much to say.

Perhaps they just wanted to get out of the fray,

Maybe they had grown in a different way.

Maybe they had tried and tried but couldn’t stay

Any longer and they didn’t know exactly what to say

After so many years and so many miles along the way

In a relationship that just stood still and needed to go away.

But the pain that’s felt in the gut all hours of the day

Is something that resolutely just won’t go away.

And so knees hit the floor and heads bow to pray

That they can pick up the pieces, which seem in disarray

Until such time that they can get it together and say

“Oh, what the hey! It’s time to learn from the past and

Get on the way.”  What’s the alternative? Isn’t one death

Enough?

The Conservative Brain, It’s Not Sin; It’Sin the Genes

It appears they can’t help themselves.

It’s all in the genes it seems.  It’s not sin;

it’sin the genes. Science is

telling us that the conservative’s brain is

different from the liberal’s brain.  The lib-

eral brain lives in bright, beautiful grays,

appreciates scientific methodology, reflects,

thinks critically. The conservative brain is black

and white and authoritarian all over.

It isn’t their fault. It isn’t a fault.  It’s genetics.

It’s not sin; it’sin the genes.  Conservatives are

conservative like hetero-

sexuals are heterosexual, or if I may, homo-

sexuals are homosexual, even though con-

servatives wouldn’t

go along with that, but because it’s in their

brains not to go along, they can’t be held

responsible. It isn’t some-

thing they can change. They shouldn’t be judged

because they don’t read. It’s not sin; it’sin the genes.

They shouldn’t be judged

because they just sit and stare at Fox News.  It isn’t their

choice.  They can’t help it.  It’s not sin; it’sin the genes.

Politically, don’t be mad at Boehner,

Cantor, or jolly-not, jowly Mitch McConnell mumbling

through his senate pronouncements.  It would be like being

angry with an autistic child.

Cantor can’t help it.  Neither can McConnell, or that

seemingly crazy (forgive me, I know he can’t help it) represent-

ative from northern Illinois

or the slow spoken senator from Alabama who says

Obama is incompetent because some secret service guys

in Columbia let out

the secrets along with their privates.  We just have to let

Boehner cry because he can’t help it. It’s not sin;

it’sin the genes.

However, Mitt Romney may very well have free-

will and is not predestined to hold this position or that.

In which case, it’sin and not in the genes.

This all has to do with immortality, right?

Write.

The Rocker Tossed A Rock

The rocker tossed a rock about

A re-election.  No metaphor here,

Or if it was, the audience didn’t

Get it.  Is he smart enough to speak

Metaphorically? A representative, female

Former runner for president, tossed it all

Aside saying they were waving

A tar baby in the air.  A tar baby? Really?

One side is crying foul.  The other

Quacking like a duck.

They Sit and Stare From a Distance

They sit and stare from a distance. Is it because they are

simply being respectful or does the culture dictate that

they keep their distance or are they just being unfriendly,

for whatever reason?

She entered into their territory.  She stood talking to some-

one from somewhere else, someone who actually walked

up to her and said hi.  She saw them speaking to each other

and then looking at her.  Am I just being

paranoid? she thought to herself.  She was an invited

guest and they weren’t being very courteous.  So, during a

lull in the chit-chat, she excused herself, made her way over

to the group and introduced

herself.  One said, “Oh, yes, I know who you are.” Another

asked where her husband was and a third just sat there staring.

Again she thought to herself, I’d get a warmer welcome from

a delegation from North Korea,

Syria or Iran. The problem is this was church.  After she

left, they sat there grousing about the significant down-

turn in worship attendance and how far they were behind in the

budget.

He Feels His Head Weighing Heavy

He feels his head weighing heavy

On his throat, pitching forward.

His cheeks are flushed, hot, pulsating

And his eyes burn.

Twenty-two hundred miles on the road

In personal, record-setting time

Thanks to threatening snows blowing over

The mountains into Boulder,

And a gazillion tornadoes coming up from

Texas and pushing him down the

Road (They just got out of Lincoln, NB

Before the twisters hit.)

And if anything good, in his mind, came

From the tail-wind, it was the

Average of 37 miles per gallon in a ten-year-

Old Camry and one

Segment of the trip averaging 40.4.  As he

Looks back through the rear-view

Mirror, he sees debris (Is that what that is?)

Flying everywhere and

At least five bodies and a lot more body

Parts flying up to the window

On the driver’s side and then falling back and

Down hitting the ground just short

Of his rear bumper. He thinks about what

He saw fleetingly out of his

Left eye — body parts, bodies, families, heads

Weighing heavy on their throats

Pitching forward unable to speak just sporadic-

Ally shriek, otherwise uttering

Guttural sounds of something almost unimaginable.

Cheeks flushed, hands on heads, horror.

So many eyes burning from salt water gushing

Or no tears at all, just desert dust

And dryness. He looks forward to the road

Ahead and wonders

Why he cared about gas mileage, why he

Concerned himself with his

Heavy head and burning eyes, why he gave

A rip about any of that at all,

And why he actually e-mailed family about it.

This is a haiku written by our six-year-old grand-daughter, Avery Dahl. Avery lives in Boulder, CO with her mother and father, eight-year-old brother Braden and one-year-old sister Natalie. In addition to being a poet, Avery is an actress, a visual artist and she enjoys sports.

Summer is so hot.

Birds chirping up in the trees

Flowers are blooming.

I’m really emotional these days.

I’m hoping it’s just a phase.

I don’t know if things are right.

I think that’s part of my plight.

I’m insecure I’ve been told.

I’ve tried to act strong and bold.

I’ve acted positively.

I dream dreams negatively.

I do the things I hate.

I hope it’s not just fate.

I’m feeling old as sin.

I’m thinking about all I’ve been.

I’m thinking about what I’ve done.

I’m thinking about what I’ve not done.

I’m thinking of sins of commission.

I’m thinking of sins of omission.

I’m told I’m my own enemy.

I think I’ve committed blasphemy.

I don’t mean just swearing.

I mean something much more daring.

I mean the use of words.

I’ve used in ways absurd.

I have hurt the ones I love.

I have shot down God’s dear dove.

I know I’m narcissistic.

I don’t mean to be simplistic.

I’m forgetting God’s family.

I need to think in we

and not just me.

My daughter knows I write poetry and sometimes use the haiku form.  She got me a tee-shirt that gets a lot of comments and laughs when I wear it.  This is the haiku printed on the shirt:

Haikus are easy

But sometimes they don’t make sense

Refrigerator

Juxtaposition is an essential part and the above haiku certainly has that.  Some think nature is an essential theme of the haiku form, but that isn’t true although mine have been about hiking in the desert of Arizona, the mountains of Colorado and the forests of Michigan.  Here’s one by me today:

It is a fun form

to create in one’s mind’s eye

but can cause sadness.

Skin splitting dry dustiness rises off the trail.

The dog gags and coughs up phlegm from his partially paralyzed throat.

Some sputum hangs from the hairs on his chin.  Fleeing a

storm in the Rockies, they stop at a rest area after moving steadily,

determinedly, resolutely through 345.5 miles

of fog only to step onto damp grass in the dog run.  The three of

them including the dog inhale humidity.

Quotes from Pulitzer Prize winning poets are etched, chiseled,

carved all around the rest area.  There’s more than

corn in Iowa, and Iowa wants travelers to know it.  Maybe it’s

something in the water. On the way back to

the car, he stops, looks up, feels the mist on his face, closes his

eyes, breathes deeply and the scent of

flowering lilac wafts up his nostrils. He is reminded of Orange

tree blossoms in the desert just the week before.

He opens his eyes and sees tiny droplets on his glasses. He

wonders how long it will be before he

misses the blinding brightness of the Southwest sun.

The dog doesn’t gag as he jumps into

the backseat.  They drive to outrun the tornadoes moving

northeast from Texas through the heartland

and then across the waters of Lake Michigan possibly knocking

on their back door if the dune doesn’t protect them.

At least they will be home by then to hunker down together.